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Daphne / 24021992 / The Netherlands / Photographer.

I like books, bodymodification, art, ball jointed dolls, sleeping, nature, cameras, vintage stuff, cats, foxes, movies, romance, music, etc.

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Hi, I'm a 20 year old girl from the not so sunny Netherlands. You would probably recognize me with a camera in front of my eyes, taking photos of everything that she likes. Including my boyfriend, Tim. ♥

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Unsure..

I'm really frustrated lately, mostly because of myself.. My head doesn't get any rest and it feels like my body is dull, left with no engergy at all. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life at the moment. I got rejected from the art academy. I don't feel sad about the fact that I got rejected because that day (last friday) I found out that this study wasn't for me. If you've seen my photos you know what kind of style I have and it seems that they were looking for a whole other type of photography, namely documentairy photography. And that's just not my thing. Of course I want to grow and combine different styles so I can create my own, but I guess this school wasn't meant to be. Now it's the question what I'm going to do. I've got a few options..
01 I really want to go to an art school but it's already April, almost May and I don't have much time left to decide and sign up to another art school. I also have my exams in May and I don't want to screw them up.. And I'm actually extra nervous right now because I'm afraid that I will get rejected again and that I will lose all my self-cofidence.
02 I could also take a year off, but I'm not sure about that. I don't see myself working for a complete year but I could plan more photoshoots and I will have more time to decide which school I want to go to.
03 I could also go to a photography school for 'lower education' (I'm not sure how to say/explain this in English because it are all Dutch terms) and do this for 1 or 2 years. But it's actually a loss, because I wanted to have a higher education, that's why I'm in my exam year again. I mean.. I'm 20 years old and I'm in my exam year so.. yeah. fml.

Decisions, decisions.. I just don't know.. Sorry for this super lame negative post but I like to write my feelings down and try to get things straight in my head.

Labels: daily, shitty

dinsdag 17 april 2012 @ 12:16

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